March update

As you know, we wait each month to receive news from our agency. This month was filled with disappointment, we have been delayed yet again. I just don't know how much more I can take, this up and down every month. We knew this was going to be a very hard process but I didn't think it was going to be this hard. I just thought when we got this far into the process we would be doing all the fun things that expecting parents do... picking out car seats, strollers and buying all those cute little girls clothes. Not us, we are constantly worried that the next month will be worse news than the previous month. This is just not how we want to spend this time, we really want to experience the anticipation and joy of becoming new parents,but it is so difficult when the answers you need and want aren't there. I can't even tell you when our daughter might be coming home. I believe we are looking at another year and a half wait!! Who knows!! I think we are going to call Alice next week and see if we can get any information out of her. If we hear anything we will be sure to post it.