A not so happy new year

Sadly, I thought this year was going to be the start of a new chapter for Tim and I, as I thought we would be the Pykett 3 in 2007. Nope, we were giving very sad news last Friday, our adoption agent emailed us and told us that we will not be traveling in 2007!! We were devistated, we didn't expect that news at all. We spent this Christmas as it would be our last with just the two of us, dreaming of how next Christmas and every day after that,will feel so different. We would now be blessed with a beautiful daughter, who would bring so much happiness to our lives and change it forever. This week has been filled with so many different emotions, we're not really sure what we are feeling now. Tim is going to call Alice next week, as she is on vacation this week, so maybe we will get some answers. We know that things happen for a reason and God has his plan for us, but sometimes you just feel like it's not fair. We knew going into an adoption that it wouldn't be a easy journey, and we would encounter many obstacles which we couldn't control. It's just harder than we thought. Nothing about this process is easy, but we know it will someday be all worth it! We will keep you posted on what we find out.