Thoughts

I'm freaking out a little bit, well more than a little.  I have so many thoughts going through my head every second of everyday!  Starting with, going to China.  What to pack, what to buy there and what we won't need or maybe we will need!  I have lists all over the house, paperwork everywhere that needs to be copied and filed, or taken with us.  What happens if I forget some important paperwork at home and I can't get a copy of it!  Are we going to be great parents?  This is a question that has been haunting me for weeks.  In the beginning of this process I was convinced that we would be.  Now that it is here, I can't help but to doubt myself.   YIKES!!!!!