We can't bring ourselves to believe this

We had our conference call the other day and haven't posted the information till now, because the news is devastating. I think we needed a little time to accept the news before we said it out loud. Here it goes... We will not be receiving a referral for our daughter until early 2011. We will have to wait three more years! This is based upon the current rate of referrals coming from China. Our agency can't say for sure, but this is most likely what we can expect. We have been doing a lot of thinking and talking about what to do. We have a couple of options but only one is really an option for us. I don't want to post about it yet, because we are still in the discussing stage, and are learning more about it ourselves. This news is horribly devastating and we still can't believe it is true. No words can express how sad we are.